Monday, March 10, 2008
8:52 PM
22
Some incidents in school led me to ask myself this question: What have I been doing with myself for the past 22 years?
I look at the people around. Those who enjoyed singing come out with their own albums; Those who enjoyed dancing join competitions; Those who enjoyed photography freelance at studio; Those who like to design set up their own online stores; Those who enjoyed playing guitar form bands and perform in bars. Then I look at myself, what have I been doing with my gifts? Or do I have no gift? I don't know. Then it reminds me of Matthew 25:14-30, The Parable of the Talents. I'm like the worthless servent who didn't put his money to work. What is it that I'm afraid of? Losing what I'm having now. But may be whether I can return with five talents and another five more does not matter. May be it doesn't matter even if I loss all five. At the end of the day I could still tell my Master that I've tried.
Lord, please don't throw me out into the darkness.. Not yet, please.
"Let Creation Sing."
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